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[29 Aug 2006|04:00pm]

HURRICANE TIME.



Yay, the perils of a summer in florida are back again.
I get to play cards and clean and eat and read.
Well that's when we don't hjave power. Usualy then I play games and watch movies and listen to music. Then without cable I listen to music and play solitaire.

I'm excited.

Hurricane Ernesto, I'm waiting.
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[16 Jun 2006|10:32pm]
So....today ws interesting.
i woke up and got a rug doctor.
i cleaned the whole house.
It sucked.
I had to move thee furnituree and everything \else all by my lonesome.
Candass was high as a kite and likee freeaking out and wouldn't shut up and messing up the entiree house.
Once to a point wheere i shoved her into our sliding glass door with our entiree dining room table.
then she threeatedned to hit mee for tlaking bad to nana. It reeally reeally reeally reeally got to me.
I starteed yelling at heer.
i got the phone book and told heer I was going to call HRS. she pusheed mee and rippeed thee book to shreeds.
Theen she started andvancing on me telling me how I was stipid adnd all this for thking that and how daree I threeated heer daugherter with that.
I shoved heer.
And then I took of fmy glasses. She was like pushing me around the table so I picked up a bench and told heer if she came neear me I'd throw it in her face.
I totally did.
I went hysterical at this point and was hitting heer with this bench in the stomach and She was likee freaking out calling me a psycho bitch. I told heer it was heer fault.
I was screeaming and shaking and hitting her in the stomach with this large woooden object.
After that, nan was yelling savannah was crying and I was like
That's it. Droppeed the bench and walkeed outside.
I sat curled up in a ball crying and told nana to take mee somewheere.
I didn't caree if it was a doctor or my dad's or my friends hous eI neeeded out.
We seetteled at aunt jos so somehow I got clothees together and drove us heere to orlando.
Candy was crying saying that I would call HRS and she was flipping out.

I feel so weeak for finalling breeaking under heer stupidity.
But then I wonder if I should havee left heer unharmed.
I always have felt that I need to stick up for myself. and I did. Feeling tha tI may not me able to defend myself I picked up a hard object, haha.
I won't be hurt physically by heer.
no way.
I think i do need some anger manegment.
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[15 Feb 2006|04:07pm]
I finally got pictures of my kneeeee

mmm staplesCollapse )
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[02 Oct 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

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If you want to be added, comment and ask.
You'll be added if your parent's
DON'T READ YOUR JOURNAL.
Thanks, havea nice day.

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man, my mood is rare. [02 Oct 2004|06:22am]
[ mood | happy ]

Last night was so much fun!
I stayed home and read the rest of speak.
Then started cleaning my room.
I fell asleep with the light on and now I feel feverish at 6 am on a SATURDAY MORNING.
yeha my life rocks.

Thing seem to be looking up.
I feel less like I'm going to fail.
i feel like proceeding and not giving up.
Which almost makes me cry...because I have hope that things won't always bee as bad.

I love you.

'And now I tell you openly, you have me heart so don't hurt me.'

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[29 Sep 2004|12:16am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

I have to make a friends-only journal...
SINCE..
Teachers, parents, and people who work at social services
READ MY JOURNAL.
Yeah, it's an on-line journal for everyone to read but I mean....this is getting out of hand.
So here's a heads up.
If you'd like to read ,I really won't mind at all who you are so if you wanna be added... just let me know.
Unless you're One of those listed above..Or Samantha...Unless she gets her rental reading fixed ;D <3
That's all.

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[25 Sep 2004|10:57am]
[ mood | sad ]

I'm evacuating for the hurricane.


Wish me luck I don't die.

And KevinO...




I love you.
<3

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HATE HATE HATE. [24 Sep 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Another football game.
Weee.
I marched and messed up way bad.
Toady was good though. Me and Kevin are on good terms <3

Devin took me to his house were I fell asleep on his bed and was awoken by Lauren. We like laughed and chilled for a while. Me and Lauren laughed the hardest ever in my memory there. It was so great. Humping like dogs with that look of determination ;D

We then went to Wendys and to the game like usual. I SAW TORRI. I've missed him more that I thought I did. It was really great seeing him.

when I got home..There was the church's card in my keyboard. This may be a asign that my Pastor was in my room, at my computer when I was gone. This makes me upset, and I want to shoot him. how fucking creepy is that?

So like, these people who don't know me and read my journal, and think they know everything about me need to fucking stop. LIKE NOW. Apparently everyone is saying I like Ben. Dude what the fucking hell. Two of my friends mentioned it to me today and I was like....something's wrong...becasue when they say shit like that...there are assumptions all over. And I was right. Apparently, getting giddy that someone I just started talking to says hi to me, means I'm completely obsessed over someone. Well, you're so fucking right. That was extreme sarcasm for the slightly slow ones out there. Some of my current friends don't even say hi to me... what is that? Maybe I should scratch my eyes out and not talk to anyone...this way no one could say shit about me other than I was blind. Yeah Fuck you and stop breathing, really.

This is why I hate this town, everyone is a fucking idiot by some means. Myself included.
<3

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[20 Sep 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I give up.

I'm sick of wasting my time on aim for nothing to happen. Thinking I'm slightly popular. After tonight I'lll be off until friday. I really hope none of you are phased by this..oh wait none of you ever are.

I'm sick of waiting for something I'lll never have. there's nothing I can have anyway, but maybe I'll get peace.
I've pretty much lost the most important people to me anyhow.

I hope you're having fun.

<3

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[20 Sep 2004|06:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Everything has been getting really bad around here.

-Nana's Insurance got cancelled, for god knows what.
-Nana looks for insurance all over the lovely domain of Titusville, unsucessful due to the hurricanes.
-Nana's licsence and tags are suspended.
-Nana takes Candy's Tags because the car is under our name and we pay for the insurance.
-Nana Fears for her saftey because Candy is a crazy bitch.
-Candy cusses Nana out.
-Nana cries. Rachael comforts her.

So kiddies..don't let people sign there car under your name or insurance. I'm without a legal fucking ride. If we get pulled over, we're both going awayyy in a cop car. Which isn't cool. Not to mention our car is about to DIE.

I should write Oprah.

Tuesday is another game.and I MARCH. ;D
This week's gonna suck.
<3

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[19 Sep 2004|02:36pm]
[ mood | content ]

Tis an ice dragon breathes...when the first snowflake doesnt melt....
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!


What elemental dragon are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

I think that fits me very well.
It's almost scary.

angst_1n_my_pants: you're welcome, your boobs fooled me into thinking you were older

AHAHHAHAHAA.
yeah.
I'm a tease.
I'm heartless.
I'm funny.
I'm nice.
I'm a dissapointment.
I'm crazy.
I'm a band geek.
I'm an obsessive compulsive.
I'm an outcast.
I'm different.
I'm in love.
I'm not anything anyone would want.
I'm me.

<3

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[17 Sep 2004|11:10pm]
Wholy Wow.
Today = INSANE FUN.

So I woke up at 6.
Got ready, went to school early.
Played in the pep band ^.^
School, blah blah.
I pushed Savannah off her seat ...
She did the same to me...
I think I ended up hurting someone...>>
AFTER SCHOOL!
Devin took me , sam and lauren to Sam's house. We chilled and like a lot of people joined us there. They didi their hair in little ponies. Then we left for Wendy's.
Lauren bought me a salad cause she wanted me to have food, and I ate off of Everyone elses too.
We had 9 tables in the middle of Wendys. It was grand.
Ann came and I went to use the potty with her but there was only one toilet ;D so I just like got in the corner. Then I came out, and Lauren wanted to go too so I went with her and like someone kept jiggling the handle so we were what the hell and it was an employee ;D
Then me and Aaron like started throwing punches and slaps in Wendy's making a scene.
I started laughing really weird and Lauren didn't like it so she like, half slapped me sounding drunk saying' don't do that' xD It was so frekaing hilarious.
Then we all got dressed in the parking lot and off to the game.

WOOP.
It was loud hot fun and WEEEEEEE.
Dancing, playing, yelling at the top of our lungs. AHS! WEEE.
Then, Devin brought me home.
I love you guys. All of you make me so happy.
only YOU can prevent forest fires.
Yeah.
I smell like a guy.
And I'm about to pass out.
Yay. <3
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[17 Sep 2004|12:40am]
I'm pumped for the football game...
Even though I'm not marching =/

Megan is GUILTY Of harrassing me in that one IM. For some reason I thought it was her. But, she's been super nice to me.

My left boob is like bigger than the other.
This upsets me.

Um. I don't know, but I'm tired.

<3
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[16 Sep 2004|12:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

hmm. Today was okay.
I laughed a lot.
LISA ISN'T MAD AT ME AND THAT'S SO GREAT =] She let me copy, YES THAT's RIGHT COPY all the art worksheet work stuff....meaning my grade shall be brought up =] Corey wasn't at school either...Hope he's h'okay. I missed his quirkyness.

Most all of my work has been copied from other people =x

John thought I was trying to undress him in class. wtf? He even pointed out a closet in class. It was odd. Then Me and Dia SO should have traded bras.that would have been pimp. PLAYA PLAYA.

A hot guy waved at me. Like. Randomly. At least for me. So how could I have a abad day? Wholy wow I am SO FREAKING IMMATURE.

Anthony Called mee ^.^ That made me happy. I love his voice. especially when he screams. He sounds homo. Really.

Did I ever mention about drooling in the shower. That was funny. I was like awake too.
I had a complete 10 minute nap in math. =]
yeah Band practice sucked.
Game this friday.

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[13 Sep 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

Today was so much freaking fun. I laughed my head off and was really happy at school.

I wanted to take this picture of this cut-out of johnny depps face with my friends pic taped next to it. I laughed so extremely hard.

 Mikal...which I belive is how you spell it, made kissy faces at me. It was so funny, but like scared the whoa outta me so I covered my eyes and he laughed and walked back to class. Doesn't he have a girlfriend?

At lunch...that was good times. I picked out pasta from Lauren's teeth. I love that girl. ;D

Anywho..I came home and everything as going peachy. Called Austin, fell asleep. Ate, everything was fine.

Then Like things started falling apart. Oscar and I are no longer together. Of course that's expected from me. The entire situation is making me sick and I want to crawl into a hole. I think I shall whore some people up. Or not, cause that's bad. But I can't feel right in a relationship. Unless I really knew the person.sdjkghagda'dlgka DIE

 

So then Nana jumped alll over me for calling people too much that I didn't know. She doesn't understand that you can know some people without meeting them. I also know how dangerous it can be.

Ugh. Everything is screwing up.

 

Kevin..there's something wrong. Maybe you just didn't feeel like talking to me or felt bad. But something wasn't right and it hurt that you wouldn't talk to me. Only everything feels wrong when you're away =/

Thank you Frankie, for being here for me. You are like one of my closest friends and I care bout you a lot <3

yeah. So. I can't call anyone out of area for a while. although I will anyway in secret.

This is derpressing.

So comment, and answer this. If I was running around naked...what would go through your head?

Yeah kay thanks <3

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[11 Sep 2004|10:40pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Well. I'm like. Not even sure. But I love my crang <3
_______________

xSinceForgottenx: there's an evacuation route in my pants
xSinceForgottenx: and you invited to come
________________

xSinceForgottenx: brb I have to get the sauce for my niplles
________________

his arcane heart: Get that sauce?
xSinceForgottenx: Oh yeah
xSinceForgottenx: cherry flavored
his arcane heart: o0o0
his arcane heart: You know
his arcane heart: I was thking pizza sauce xD
xSinceForgottenx: haha me too actually
xSinceForgottenx: but I decided to go a little fruity
his arcane heart: HAHA
________________

I stopped this before the clothes started coming off >>
_________________

xchasticeheartx: i will SO suck yur cock
________________

radio affairs: RACHAEL AND I ARE MAKING BABIES | I heart you.
________________________________________
Kevin is My e-hubby. AND WE SHALL HAVE E-BABIES and name them after towns that we've never been to. Because he can't stop thinking about my penis, and he loves me more than air.| I'm glad you're not tired of me. And I'm glad I can't get over you. Becasue we complete each other ;D

And my Oscarrface.
Oscarrface
I'm happy with you.
But It feels fake.
I'm starting to get attached to you.
And that's odd, and it hurts.
So don't pull this out if you're not real.
__________________

his arcane heart: Casue the lips..
his arcane heart: But his aren't as ginormus
your GLORY di ed: i hate mine
his arcane heart: I like yours
his arcane heart: why do you think they're too big?
your GLORY di ed: cause they are
his arcane heart: So?
his arcane heart: Better for blowjobs.
his arcane heart: DSL
your GLORY di ed: NO
your GLORY di ed: !
your GLORY di ed: >:o
his arcane heart: You have DSL!?
your GLORY di ed: NO
your GLORY di ed: Dial-Up
his arcane heart: YES
his arcane heart: lmfao.
his arcane heart: DSL=dick-sucking lips.
his arcane heart: YOU HAVE DSL.

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[06 Sep 2004|03:20pm]
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:204
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Lmfao. This is funnier than Kermit.
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[06 Sep 2004|12:25pm]
I survived!
It was lame being stuck with myt family though =/
I took a bath in the pool.
Also got a hot new bathing suit.....along with the essential hurricane supplies -cough- The whole bringing in of pool water to flush the toilets got old though. I wanna go home so bad. I miss it. So leave me love. And I'm SO happy everyone made it out okay.

I love you guys!
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[02 Sep 2004|03:41pm]
xSinceForgottenx: the poli\ce are going up and down my street on a loud speaker announcing "evacuate the barrier islands immediatly"

Well if that isn't scary...
I love you.




<3
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[02 Sep 2004|12:47pm]
his arcane heart: the storm was named aftter youu
his arcane heart: you and your stupendous wrath =P
xSinceForgottenx: lol
xSinceForgottenx: it's the girl version of me
his arcane heart: lmfao >.<
xSinceForgottenx: and I'm pmsing!

Oh Man I love that kid <3
Is anyone else scared about the hurricane?
OH YES, THAT'S RIGHT EVERYONE IS AND THEY'RE EVACUATING.

Fucking great <3
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